Lingering in a gloomy, demented shadow
Sloppily swaying thru its eerie shade
I see from a far, a light that breaks the darkness
Slowly I started to ran towards the light
It seems near, but not getting anywhere close to it
As I reach the light, darkness started to breakdown and shatter
A place, a glorious place flashing right through my eyes
Blinding my sight, I closed my eyes
And when I started to open my eyes everything was back
Back to the shadows where I came from,
When will this darkness end?
When will this end?


Standing by myself in the shore
Watching waves of water wash down my feet
Rain started to pour gently
Staring at my reflection
Suddenly I felt anxiety within me
Losing something very exceptional for me
Never thought that this would be the biggest part of me
Thinking how would this turn out exactly
This feeling that striped me
Am I in a dream?
I don’t know whats happening to me
Wanting that this would never end
This happiness in me
Turning, spinning and revolving
Clouds suddenly dimmed
The place became empty
I didn’t notice that I was in tears
And started crying
Why am I still here?
Is it because its not yet finished?
Or I still have to do something about it
I never felt happy in my whole life
Until she came to me and loved me
A cold breeze
Wind that is eager to take me
The sun started to rise
As I laid down and sigh
Then I wake up feeling high
It was a dream
A dream that was so real
Wishing that I never woke up

Deep Inside

Waiting here alone in the sand
Looking through the vast sea
Watching the moon descend
Thinking how could she not see?

Things sometimes aren't meant this way
Falling for someone you can't reach
Wondering what are the right things to say
Her heart you can't breach

As the night fades
Something in me is trapped inside
A sentiment that is so aged
Wanting to burst outside

This feeling I can't utter
Deep inside my heart I fear
The reflections in the water
And things that I will never hear


I want to be a star
A star in the sky
Bright at night
Radiant imaginary light
And spending years
Alone in the dark.


You hate me,
You run through me,
I’m alone, you came to me,
I’m empty, please fill me.

Your sight so soothing,
Rendering me nothing,
My blood is rushing,
Now I am breaking.

Your voice, my weakness
Making me sleepless,
Blaming you for my sickness,
Now I am useless.

I need you,
I want you,
All I can do is but to look at you,
Because I am no one compared to you.

Broken Inside

Light resonating down,
Unveiling a large crowd,
Standing here at the midst of fear,
And see everyone’s tears.

Broken I lie,
Shattered alive inside,
Hearts burning bright,
Haunting me thru twilight,

Someday I'll see you,
And guide me through,
When that day comes,
Everything’s gone crushing down.

Empty I come,
Alone I’ll turn into NOW