Fragile Empathy

does it have to end this way
this feeling that never ends
the tears that falls down my eyes
are things that shouldn’t tend

coz it really hurts like hell
all you have to do is say
is the things that you felt
until no ones left to fray

memories that’s buried beneath
sadden your thought’s misery
a heart that pounds the grief
shatters the light that shines free

the things that were left
and past that once fret
are blown by your existence
radiant is the way it meant

and now that it’s gone
it break my heart to pieces
the blood the flows in my veins
and the night that turned into sorrow

Wither

staying hidden alone in the dark
swaying away to where there’s no extent
where the people around doesn’t trek
crowded street that stay awake
such an eerie sight that waits to break
a heart the inside trying to escape
a place where you could stay
that no one knows who you really are
that no one knows that you existed
that no one cares and no one breaks your heart

Thunder

love this song so much it reminds me of someone i used to love so much
i don't know why but i still love her even if shes with someone else now


"
Thunder" is the third single from Boys Like Girls

released May 6, 2008



Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why
I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation
For what I'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know
Whoa (whoa, whoa, whoa)
Today I'm on my own
I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone
I don't know (I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside
Just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think we'll make it out
But you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go
Whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder, and I said
Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder


video

My dear Nyte

words full hatred
the last year still heard
you don’t know how i lived
with this feeling being burned

scars here in my arms
i didn’t know that you can do all this harm
you know that i am not one
still you came and kept me warm

memories still remain
lingering time and time again
her heart that i felt mine
and nights we spent time

this feeling that can’t be erased
nothing will ever take its place
your hair that gently wave
soft lips that tastes so sweet

wandering alone
in a life that’s cold
with time so slow
and me in the midst of smoke

all is lost forever
existence gone by
its in you where i found peace
and its you that made me…

die day after day

What if...

What if… What if I wasn’t there? What if I never showed? What if I kept it? What if I never? What if I stayed? What if… questions that shook my life. Now, I will never be the same again. I will be more true to myself. I will do things the right way, how to deal with it and handle it. I know I’ve changed a lot, and it’s because someone came and showed some things that I’ve never run into. I thank God for the time spent and I will never forget everything that happened. It will always be here in my heart and I will treasure it for the rest of my life.