My dear Nyte

words full hatred
the last year still heard
you don’t know how i lived
with this feeling being burned

scars here in my arms
i didn’t know that you can do all this harm
you know that i am not one
still you came and kept me warm

memories still remain
lingering time and time again
her heart that i felt mine
and nights we spent time

this feeling that can’t be erased
nothing will ever take its place
your hair that gently wave
soft lips that tastes so sweet

wandering alone
in a life that’s cold
with time so slow
and me in the midst of smoke

all is lost forever
existence gone by
its in you where i found peace
and its you that made me…

die day after day

What if...

What if… What if I wasn’t there? What if I never showed? What if I kept it? What if I never? What if I stayed? What if… questions that shook my life. Now, I will never be the same again. I will be more true to myself. I will do things the right way, how to deal with it and handle it. I know I’ve changed a lot, and it’s because someone came and showed some things that I’ve never run into. I thank God for the time spent and I will never forget everything that happened. It will always be here in my heart and I will treasure it for the rest of my life.